Single is not Bad. Right (?)

Single? yeaah single :))

Im single now!! b)

Honestly.....sometimes, I miss and need someone who always there for me..

yaaa I call it a "boyfriend"

But, I dont understand. why for now I'm lazy to have a relationship dating..
I want to have many friends and are free to live my life..

Although one time I missed the figure lover, when I'm sad, when I'm happy and when I need a shoulder..

Now there is nothing else to be my lover.

I chose single. I want to settle down and have a lot of friends.
God, I'm sure. one day you will bring me with someone who is sincere and loves my self..
I'm tired, God..
I'm tired of having to fail again!!
The reason why I choose single and be firm to anyone who approached me is "I just want a serious relationship. I do not want to waste my time"

and I hope you'll understand what I mean, thanks!! :)